Post by Admin on Sept 12, 2015 15:38:46 GMT
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[attr="class","personali"]nineteen | agender | 0.93 cr | intensive care
[attr="class","content"]I don't know wat what my worth is. Writing this takes too much effort as it is. My wrist already hurts.
The doctor said I shouldn't push myself so hard. That I've beensata setad sedated for so long that trying new things could spark off an attack or a seizure. But I don't want to just...lay here. Stare at the wall. Asha's flowers are nice but after a few minutes their scent becomes homojenised homegenis homogenized. I can't smell them any more.
I feel like I am going insane. The game is good, I can be whoever i want to be, but reality hurts. I've tried to tell the head nurse that i'm aching all the time. she said that its nothin to worry about. but i've not felt lke this before.
im so scared.
i dont have any control anymore.
my body is a prison.
it hurts.
it doesnt stop.
The doctor said I shouldn't push myself so hard. That I've been
I feel like I am going insane. The game is good, I can be whoever i want to be, but reality hurts. I've tried to tell the head nurse that i'm aching all the time. she said that its nothin to worry about. but i've not felt lke this before.
im so scared.
i dont have any control anymore.
my body is a prison.
it hurts.
it doesnt stop.
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